i think i'm going to die very young.

not that i want to live really old. but maybe at about 55 to 60 yrs old? after i get my cpf money and go on round the world trip. har har...

to be more realistic, i think by that time which is another 30 more yrs or so, the world would be a very different place. perhaps teleporting would be possible or cars can fly?

every morning, when i take the public transport to work, i would sit down in the same bench at the same spot located at the same lrt station nearest to my house and think the same thing - if only i can teleport myself to work, then i can save lots of time travelling.

so many benefits : i can sleep later, i won't be late as no jams or line fault or whatever public transport issues, good mood due to smooth morning and blah blah blah. i can list TONS of them lor.

sometimes i really don't mind going to work but i hate all the squeezing into the train carriage and standing all the way to my destination. most times, i arm myself with a book so i don't feel bored or that time is passing so slowly. the most sians thing about my morning journey to work is the standing for 45 minutes part as its a killer in my high heels. i will wobble whenever the train jerks and try to balance myself. so un-glam and tedious right!

missing those days where i drive to work. now parking alone cost up to a freaking $350! still haven't add erp and petrol leh? *wails*

*sighs* so yes, i wish teleporting can be invented really soon. of course at an affordable rate la. i don't need instant one. like in 5 minutes time can already. so maybe less expensive? =D

when i was younger and read the bookworm series, i think there were some articles on human teleporting. records has shown there WERE people whom did it. but how true i don't know la. when i was younger, don't mind taking the public transport. finds it exciting instead. haha... because last time good life mah, got parents send and fetch. ahhh... those were the DAYS lor!

back to my 'die young' topic, the reason why i felt that way is because of the unhealthy diet i've maintaining. i eat fast food for at least 4 days a week.

i look skinny skinny like bamboo stick but my last health screening (free provided by the bank) shows my cholestrol levels are on the high side. however, try as i might, i can never seem to resist fast food.

its fast. its yummy. its filling. you get a burger, a side and a drink.

trying very hard to curb the desire for it already but to no success. like this afternoon, after thinking for the longest time (especially didn't eat over the weekend), chose to eat 'zhu char tang' for lunch. then night came, as had to work late and i was famished, end up buying back burger king for dinner. *bleahz*

how? how? how? all the calories and carbohydrates and ucky cholestrol!